Thursday, July 9, 2009

Janice

There of course is Janice. What a gift from God, getting to know her has been. God has given me this relationship, and God has been put first through it. So I had to say goodbye, but I know I will see her again. I'm not talking about Heaven. . . . although we will be there, i'm talking about seeing her again on Earth. When is my first break from school? ;o)

P.S. I AM GOING SKYDIVING TOMORROW!!!!! Can't wait to share that experience on here. :o)

Andrew

I have been goofey with friends. This is Andrew, and he is only 4 days younger than me. We worked hard all month together.

-Grace&Peace

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testimony with WILL

The session ended today. Things I have done are tell and hear testimonies with good friends. This is Will and we have very similar stories. I love that I am here this summer. God has truly blessed me greatly.

-Grace&Peace

Monday, July 6, 2009

food @ KATIES

Today was very difficult work wise. Sometimes we/I get into these projects that turn into some seriously long and drawn out whoopty ha's. That happened 2day. An irrigation breaked turned into this whole crazy and drawn out project. It ended with me gettin 'er done though.

When I got off work I talked with Mark Booth (intern coordinator) about how emotionally I reacted when my birth mom requested my friendship on facebook. I think I got some things for me to chew on mentally, emotionally, and spiritually reguarding the matter.

The night ended with me, 2 male interns, and and Mark going to Katies (property staff) house for shiscabob's [spelling?]. It was an awesome ending to an LONG day.

-Grace&Peace

Sunday, July 5, 2009

B-Mom

This will be brief. Something that possibly should have been seemingly insignificant turned quite emotional. I just got done blogging not too long ago &now i'm in bed. But, i checked my facebook & my biological mother requested me as her friend. I started crying. It brought back like this flood gate of emotions and pains that I had always done a good job of keeping hidden. Maybe it's time I sought some further counsel and tried digging into these feelings/this issue.

G'Night

-Grace&Peace

Friday, July 3, 2009

attitude

Okay, so today is SUNDAY, but I am just getting to posting about it. It was worth the wait though. Just in case you are thinking, "jeeze Mikey, what could possibly be so important?" Well, GOD is once again working for the good of those who love Him. All day on Friday, I had this horrible attitude. I will tell you why too. Ya see, I have met this girl, Janice. And well I know for a huge fact that God has used me to speak into her life, and that is awesome. I mean, I have done this kind of thing before, even for cute females, but this time was different. Not only did God use me to speak to someone, but then I felt this emotional attachment. Strange, and while I was trying to figure out why I got this bad attitude I found out I kind of had a bit of a beef with God. This is what a bad attitude looks like here at Lost Canyon during a normal work day. I woke up at 5:30 and was at work @ 6. I had trouble doing all the little things that I usually LOVE. Things like working in the field, and cutting grass, and things like that. Well, it just was not going away, and I knew it was because I was frustrated with my emotions towards Janice, and kept questioning God on why these were so getting to me. So, I did something that I have never done before. Seriously, 22 years of girl friends and such, and this was the first time I ever have called my mother and asked for her advice on the subject. She GAVE ME AWESOME ADVICE! THANKS SO MUCH MOM, I love you like crazy. It seems like I love my parents more and more as time goes on here. I just see how lucky I am to have them in my life. So, the day gets over but my attitude does not leave. I am praying and praying at this point for God to take it from me. . . . but nothing. SO, I go with the Interns to someones house, and they make spaghetti. I eat it and have some thing revealed to me about the subject. . . . I want to go back to camp, and I ask my friend (and fellow intern) to take me. She says, "Okay, but will you drive?" I said, "yes of course." On the way home, I guess I was going 37 in a 25. I had no idea the speed limit changed, and I got pulled over. As soon as the cop took my information, I knew I was getting a ticket. I prayed out loud, "God, please don't let me get this ticket, but if I do, please don't allow it to make my attitude worse." I meant it so much too. The cop took 15 minutes to come back to the window, and asked everyone in the car (2 girls) except me, to vote on whether or not I get a ticket. They voted no, and he did not give it to me. My bad attitude was lifted. GONE!! GOD ANSWERS PRAYERS!! I won't even go into depth on how crazy it is that I did not get that ticket in the small town of Williams AZ. God is so good. But, even when things are going horribly, God is still good. My life may look all smiles and happy trails on my BLOG, but, believe it or not, I go through lots of difficulties. I just try my hardest to give them to the Lord.Janice made this bracelet for me. I dig it.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

sharing life

I wanted to start off by sharing a picture that is really quite amazing. It was from a couple of days ago when the interns and myself went to the top of a mountain in Flagstaff called San Francisco Peak or something to that effect. It is the highest point in Arizona at an amazing 11,500ft!I'm the one farthest off in the picture (I NEVER WEAR SHIRTS WITH SLEEVES). It was so amazingly beautiful on top of that Mountain, and the view just screamed GOD!! I was in total amazement. It was a real bonding time for me and my fellow interns. It was so awesome. We had an opportunity to sit just as INTERN's and talk things over. I got some real guidance from one of the interns, her name is Kailey Jensen, and ultimately here dad is my main boss.Here is a picture I took yesterday of THE CREW. There is Anthony (ODC BOSS), Andrew (summer staff), John, Jake, Conner, and Isaiah (all work crew). This is a picture of us rock digging. It is odd, I feel like we have made it as a group of servants/workers in Christ once we start digging for rocks on the side of the mountain. To me it is a level we have arrived at as a group. It really means nothing, but to me, I suppose it does a bit. They are all an amazing group of guys that really longs to serve the Lord. It is quite amazing also to see what devoting a month of your summer to serving the Lord can do for you. Hey MOM, I just thought I would tell you that God connected me with this lovely lady above. Her name is Janice. It is really very amazing how we met. There was just a willingness to open up and a vulnerability that allowed honesty to come out. I would say God used it in a big way. In revealing things that needed to be revealed to her, and by reminding me that I must always be willing to be used. As well as me being so incredibly blessed by the Amazing God we serve. She is a really nice girl mom. She lives in CA though. . . but it has been really sweet having an outpouring from both of us. In a way that I have never really experienced before. I wanted you to know because I have never really let you in on this part of my life. I'm not saying that i'm dating Janice at this time or anything, but I wanted to give you the heads up ya know? LOVE YOU MOM!!

God is so bright here. This is something that I have experienced so strongly here that I know it will carry back into "the real world" (world outside of Lost Canyon).